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I start out with an easy warm-up, no problem since I don’t have to use the tempo trainer yet. Sweet, but soon enough I get to the main set and have to wear that darn thing
It’s a cool device, but when you swim like me and have a Coach who wants you to STRETCH out, it’s tough. Ok, there are several people in the pool, including my hubbie. I think no big deal, do your own workout, worry about yourself. As I am SLOWLY moving through the water, stretching out as much as possible, rolling as much as possible, and pulling slowly and strong, I am getting frustrated. I wanted to swim, not float and roll. But I know that this is so good for me and this is what will make me faster in the long run. It’s just so tough to do. As one of my friends recently said, you have to go slow to go fast. Right BW? I keep telling myself how great this is and that it will all pay off. I will get faster, Coach knows best.
As I psyche myself up, get into a good rhythm, and finally start feeling like this new stroke is working, I am done with the set. I stop, only to hear a voice in the lane next to me say, “hi, I was watching you swim and noticed that you are swimmig slower today. I am finally able to keep up.” It was some random guy that I see at the pool every now and then. ARGH! At first, for like 5 seconds, I was upset. But then I laughed and remembered my ultimate goal. Baby steps…….I will get there. I told the guy that I was working on my stroke and left it at that. I was now super stoked to keep working on this stroke. I felt better and better all the way to the end of my workout. I didn’t give up, kept the tempo trainer on the correct setting and feel good about this new day, new stroke! Again, I remembered to be patient and think work hard, trust in Coach, and things will come together nicely
Best to you,
E
As the 07 season came to a close, I had some good results but not good enough. We all want better, always. I decided that I wanted to give triathlon one good shot, a real shot of trying to accomplish goals that I had set out for myself years ago. I got in contact with an awesome HI triathlete and asked a couple of questions. One thing led to another and I am now learning what it takes to be a great triathlete. Of course I am not even close to being there yet, but I am learning tons and working hard and best of all I am learning patience! My coach is awesome and he knows how fired up I am and how I want to get FAST now. He has been amazing at telling me one step at a time and that patience is key! So for now, I am having a blast training hard and smart and being PATIENT!
Have an awesome day!
E
This morning I found myself on a conference call at work with many IT folks, engineer type people and some project managers. My boss however could not be on the call since she was out of town. It was basically me and 2 other co-workers standing in for my boss. We are a team of 4. My boss is not the most popular women amongst this group of “geeky” folks. She is tough, sometimes a bit harsh for my liking, but she is my boss and she is on my team.
During the 45 minute call today, there was a lot of finger pointing and blaming my boss for things that she “missed” or “delayed” on certain key projects. Not only blaming her, but bad mouthing her. I know that my boss is not perfect and of course can may a mistake here and there (just like all of us) and be abrupt and harsh in her emails, but she is on my team. I was a bit thrown off by the comments people made and it was as if they were egging us on to say bad things about our boss, our team leader.
I was very happy to hear 2 of my co-workers try to defend our boss. I tried as well. But we were speaking to deaf ears. They had this vision and perception of who my boss is and they were sticking by it. I was truly bummed to hear such professional people speaking this way about someone who was not there to defend themselves. No matter how different my boss’ style is, no matter how harsh she may be at times, and no matter what she “forgot to do” to make these people upset, I still have to stick by her as I would any teammate of mine.
Whethere it be on the road, track, pool or in the office where I spend most of my day, I will always stand up for my teammates and team leaders. I think the “geeks” on the call understood my point and they backed off. If I am your friend, you will know that I am loyal and I will always have your back.
Have a great one,
E
Last night while riding my trainer next to Reid and pushing myself beyond my “comfort” zone, I did some soul searching. I started thinking about the “good old glory days.” For those of you that don’t know me, I am referring to my gymnastics days. My childhood, teen and college years were spent day in and day out in the gym. At times in my life when I was really serious about my sport, I would train 6-7 hours a day, 7 days a week. This was my life.
Last night I began to think of why, why did I enjoy the torture of throwing my little body all over the floor, bars, beam and vault and to take all the harsh and unforgiving comments that my coaches would throw my way. Why? I realized that this is what I lived for. I lived for the “glory days.” I loved the feeling of hard work, the grueling conditioning and routine sessions. I loved to crash on the mats, when I would miss a skill, I loved to get back up and try again. This is what I am all about. I fall, get back up, try and try again. I do not give up. I learned at an early age that this is what winning is all about. I did not win every competition, nor did I win at every individual event, but I won the hearts of my coaches and teammates. They admired my hard work and dedication and my never give up attitude. Gymnastics did not come easy for me, it was in fact a big challenge.
I learned early on in my life that we need to prove ourselves in the gym, in school, and in everyday life. I believe this is why I learned that everytime I would fall, I had to get up right away whether it hurt or not and try again until I got it right, no matter how many times it would take. Today in work and in triathlon, I have to do the same. If I stumble in a presentation or on a conference call, I have to start over and prove that I know what I am talking about. In triathlon, especially with my new coach and teammates, I have to push through the hardest and lowest points in workouts and races to show that I am tough and that I can do it, I can be as good as I want to be. It is all about hard work, dedication, and a never give up attitude.
I am all stoked and motivated to get going and working hard today!
Best to you,
E
Today’s “training” race was definitely a great learning experience. I came into this race with alot of “firsts.” First time with a great experienced coach, first time with a plan, first time without a care in the world of my finishing time, first time that I wore tights, long sleeves and a vest to a race, and the first time that I would race with 29 mph winds (no joke) and pelting rain (pretty cool, until mile 10, will explain). I followed coach’s advice and started back a ways in the crowd, between the 7-8 minute pace banners. Wow, little did I know that these people walk until they get across the start line (a good minute or so). It was absolute craziness. People walking, some people attempting to run over people, etc. I stayed calm and once I saw an open spot I ran through it and got around a bunch of slower runners. It was like this for the first 2 miles. I was all over the road, trying to get around people. I think since this race was so crowded, I should have started a little further up. Oh well, no big deal. I stayed focused and held back alot. I had a weird issue at mile 1-3 with my right leg falling asleep (as if I sat in a weird position and got up and felt pins and needles). It was so weird and I was nervous that I would have to stop and walk to shake it out. The feeling finally went away by mile 4.
Back to miles 1-3. Other than my leg feeling like this, I felt in control, my HR stayed between 141-147. Cardiovascularly, I felt great. At mile 4 when this leg issue went away, I felt amazing. I was passing so many people and holding my HR at 151-155 and running 6.15s-6.39s depending on the rollers. On the downhills I was getting down to 5.50s and a bit faster and feeling golden. I was so excited but knew I had to hold back until the halfway point. Each mile I felt stronger and passed more people. Mile 6 came (had a GU and water) and I started to pick it up a bit and hold 6.10s -6.29s. It was the greatest feeling to feel effortless, my HR stayed at 155. At mile 7 we hit the Great Highway which would become both euphoric as well as unforgiving. This section was an out and back along the ocean with winds gusting up to 29mph and rain pouring down, for us Californians this is tough. I felt amazing miles 7-8, we had a tailwind and I was running anywhere from 6.23 down to 6.09/mile pace and holding 156-159HR. I knew we would have a serious headwind on the way back, so I tried to hold back a little. I kept telling myself to relax and enjoy the tailwind and run smooth and stay in control. It did feel good passing some women I knew, but as we got closer to the turnaround I could see a bunch of women on their way back. For like 5 seconds this bummed me out and then I quickly got over it and remembered that this is a process and I can only worry about myself. I got back in a Zone and felt ok.
By the end of Mile 8 I was getting a little tired, not my lungs and heart but my legs. I kept looking down to see what my HR was and why I was starting to feel fatigue in my legs. I thought it could be that I jumped up too high too quickly, but that was not the case. I was at 161 when I started hurting a bit. Through mile 9, I remained steady, smooth and felt pretty good other than fatigued quads. My HR remained around 159-161. Once I reached the turnaround at Mile 9.8, I hit the major headwind. WOW, it was STRONG. I tried so hard to draft off of people, but most were too fast. Geez! It was such a great experience to have this strong wind and rain pelting down on me. I kept thinking that this was making me tougher and I kept hearing my Coaches positive words. Thanks, for the motivation Coach! At mile 10 I was at 1 hour 09 minutes and my HR was at 161. I thought I could start picking up the pace, despite the headwind but my legs just wouldn’t go. They were super tight. I pushed as hard as I could without blowing up and I just could not get my legs to turn over fast enough despite my HR being steady. My pace was starting to climb into the 7+ min miles. Uh oh! I was just hoping for mile 11 to come quickly. It’s funny how one mile can feel like forever. Mile 11 was rough. I knew if I didn’t pick it up, I would get re-passed by the girls I had just passed (again, I know I shouldn’t think this way especially since this wasn’t a real race for me). So I thought, oh well, just run your own race and remember that this is not the goal race, just a training day. HR continued to stay steady and in control. By Mile 12, I was pretty much thrashed but kept thinking positively to get myself moving. My quads were so tight now that I was almost cramping up, but I knew just 4 more laps around the trackI had a great 7 miles where I felt amazing (miles 3-10). Almost effortless.
I stayed in control and steady for the first half of the race.
I started back away from the front of the race to start, as requested.
I started out slow and smooth.
I stuck with my leg issue and pushed through it. Mentally this made me stronger.
I overcame the elements that I could not control by relaxing and thinking positive thoughts.
I remembered to stick with the plan and focus on the process.
Lots of work to do, but all I can think about is how great I felt during parts of the race. Thanks for reading and I know I have a ways to go, but I believe that I can do it.
E
I have finally created a blog. I am so excited! I will update you on everyday events in my hectic life as a full time Sr Commodity Manager at Oracle USA, pro triathlete, and wife (to an amazing husband Reid). I almost said mom, too but I do not want to offend anyone out there that does not believe in having a puppy as a kid, for now. We have a 14 month old yellow lab, named Belle who we absolutely adore. She runs with us on our short easy days and she is quite the awesome swimmer
More to come soon…….
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